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| User: | lhyiar (9153472) Vampires Do It Better
The Fundamental Absurdity of Probability |
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| Name: | Lhyiar | |||||
| Website: | http://www.myspace.com/vampiresdoitbetter | |||||
| Location: | United Kingdom | |||||
| E-mail: | everyonediesalone666@yahoo.co.uk | |||||
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| Bio: |  Name : Lhyiar Welcome to my world. its a world of movies, a world of songs, a world where the girl always gets the guy and the bad men get punished. its a world where its ok to be anything and anyone, nothing is expected and eveything is a suprise. People want to be alive and people dont kill, disease isn't real and death is a choice. Love is everywhere its needed and nowhere its not, Beauty is true and happiness is free. i have created this world, because i need it, and without it i wouldn't be the person that everyone thinks they know. i need to feel loved, i need to feel needed, i need miricles to happen on a daly basis, i need justice to exist. but lately i've started to ask myself. what happens if the movies dont become reality? what happens if the dreams stay dreams? my life doesn't have a soundtrack and it doesn't have a script. what happens when the actors go home and i'm left in.... reality?  i can only express my self through other people's discriptions of life... so here is what i came up with FRIENDS DON’T LET FRIENDS MISS AN A7X SHOW with these drinks I plan to collapse and forget this wasted year- I'm sorry about the phone call and needing you Some decisions you don't make. what would you think of me now? so lucky, so strong, so proud. i never said thank you for that. now i'll never have the chance. Sing like you think noone's listening. Dance like noone's watching. Love like your heart cant be broken. and Live like there is no tomorrow. Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost My war paint is sharpie ink I’ve seen a child, he's caught in the sad trap of gravity. He falls from the lowest branch of the apple tree and lands in the grass and weeps for his dignity. Next time he will not aim so high. Yeah, next time, neither will I. A heart just can't contain all of this empty space-It breaks! I believe that lovers should be tied together, Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather and left there to drown- Left there to drown in their innocence don’t worry. You’re good at being alone I'm proud of my life and the things that i have done. Proud of myself and the loner i've become. The Bible's blind, the Torah's deaf, the Koran's mute. If you burn them all together you still dont get close to the truth Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know, like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart. For 5 years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart Its in out Hands, Its in our Hearts. THE WORLD BY STORM How could I know that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? And I know the spark inside your eyes was just the match I used to set myself on fire. Don’t take friendship personal This isn't who I am, from confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds "by now I should have been somewhere or gone to school, or fixed my hair" back down tell it to someone else, who gives a shit and needs your help. cos all my problems are for me, I don't need your eyes to see. I will be what I will be no one has it figured out Me I'm not a gamble, you can count on me to split No one ever plans to sleep in the gutter, sometimes that’s just the most comfortable place I'll be stuck fixated on one star when the world is crashing down I brake down after my chorus- not in front of my friends Your class, your caste, your country, sect, your name or your tribe; There's people always dying trying to keep them alive Sitting out dances on the wall trying to forget everything that isn't you. I'm not going home alone cause I don't do too well on my own Never telling the truth, how this life eats away, nor admitting I'm fakee.I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone? Its such a waste to always look behind you- wondering what if is the worst thing there is all these things that you dont know- it seams so much better that way For every speck of tile there's a thousand more you won’t ever see, but you must hold inside yourself eternally. I tried talking, just whispered, "so sorry, so selfish." I wont burn out i'll just burn up I’ve learned to retreat at the first sign of danger. I mean, why wait around, if it's just to surrender? An ambition, I’ve found, can lead only to failure. They take eye for an eye until no one can see, we must stumble blindly forward, repeating history We wont stop until somebody calls the cops, and even then we'll start again and just pretend that nothing ever happened What if I never said to you I was dynamite. What if I never told you I'm afraid to cry. What if I never let you down, xnd said I'm sorry for the nights I can't remember Empty fields move me so much more then rooms filled up with friends Villains die. Heroes live forever. Tragic ending get remembered. I dont want to be just anybody. I dont want to be anything you forget. If i'm over this by morning, thats a future i can't see. oh and before i forget..This journal is 18+. If you are not 18 please please please do not read my journal or link to any of my friends pages as it will only prove to scar you mind and ruin your evening... that... and you are far too young to be exposed to such a multitude of rude words. if you are unfortunate enough to still be under 18- my condolences- but please do still talk to me, do... just link to my myspace - thats all child friendly :) thank you XxxX | |||||
| Memories: | 163 entries | |||||
| Pictures: | over 90 public | |||||
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| Schools: | None listed | |||||
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